Without Pain

Have I lost it,is it gone
Where the hell did I go wrong?
How could I let it get me again?
Not quit dead, but facing the end

It's been a long time
I'm always losing my mind
Craving addiction once more
It's time to kick this shit

Pick myself up off the floor
Getting nothing done and I feel no pain
It happens so slow didn't notice the change
Trying so hard, it's been so long
Got to get back to where I belong

I can't create without the pain
Everyday goes by exactly the same
Nothing is different when you just need a fix
Just making your money so you don't get sick