Boredom

Creeping up on you, like a stalker in the dark
Time just slowly ticks away, tearing you apart
Lying there in a trance, look what you've become
Useless to the world your life has come undone

Boredom, staring at the walls
Nothing really seems to change
When did life become so lame?
Time goes by, but it stays the same

Mind and body numb to the world, you just sit and stare  
Nothing going on inside, the TV is your only friend
Time passes by, and the hours seem like days
What the fuck is going on, soon I'll be insane

Can't sleep, can't think, so sick of everything
Patience only goes so far, what' will the future bring?
Tick  tock, tick fucking tock, over and over again
Everyday repeats itself, this shit has got to end

The Sickness Inside

There is a sickness inside, I can no longer hide

Its taking over everything that I cherish in life

Hatred and pain, devoured by rage

Watching my world as its burning in flames

There is this sickness inside

Fueled by the pain,all the  loss and the lies

There is this sickness inside

Keeping the hatred alive, my only reason for life

There's no way to conceal the hatred I feel

There's no way to deal with emotions so real

So many chances, forgiveness, regrets

So much time wasted, fucked up people I've met

Forgotten, forsaken, left to fend for my self

Time to unleash the pain, and the agony
 I feel it's taking over everything that' I feel inside

There is this sickness inside

Fueled by the pain,all the  loss and the lies

There is this sickness inside

Keeping the hatred alive, my only reason for life

There's no way to conceal the hatred I feel

There's no way to deal with emotions so real

So many chances, forgiveness, regrets

So much time wasted, fucked up people I've met

Forgotten, forsaken, left to fend for my self

Time to unleash the pain, and the agony  I felt