Goodbye For Now

When I don't have you in my arms
I can feel the emptiness inside
It feels so good when you're around
I thought that you were mine


But now those days are behind us
And our love has gone away
You left and I will take the blame
There is nothing left to say


I guess this is goodbye for now
I can't help but to miss you
We tried so hard to make it work
There is nothing left to do


We had so much in such a short time
Look at all that we've been through
I just wish that before you left me
I could express how I love you 

All My Lies

You took me back an I tried to kick
But it all just turned to lies
Months went by, I even got stabbed
But  you stood right by my side


Everyday I wanted to quit
It turned into a life of lies
I lost control, I couldn't kick
Even though I tried and tried


Then you found out and it got worse
We both started living the lie
Sharing a life that destroyed us both
Our relationship couldn't survive


I made a choice before time ran out
I left so you could have a life
I straighten out and changed my ways
Everyday became a fight


I understand that it's hard for you
To trust me in any way
I need a place in your heart
My love is here to stay

Expectations

Mixed up feelings I have for you
How can I know what is true?
It feels so right so I hesitate
It might take time, but I can wait

Should I open up, what's the price we'll pay?
Will this last forever, can it stay this way?
Am I the one you'll be with forever?
Or is there be someone better?

How much time will it take before the magic grows old?
How long can we endure, what's the future hold?
I hate to be pessimistic, but I always expect the worse
It's only a matter of time until we both get hurt