Unlock the Rage

I always try to help out, whenever I can

It's just something you can't understand

I've tried to tell you, again and again

You live to destroy everything that has been

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You just keep pushing me, it's complete misery

Why can't you see what your doing to me

You unlock the rage, just another day

Your always trying to control what I do or I say

Anytime I'm happy, you take that away

Making me feel stupid with every word I say

I've never had someone as fucked up as you

It doesn't even matter what I say or I do

Always pushing buttons,life is a game

Trying to convince me that I'm not sane

Before I met you, everything was fine

One more day and I'm gonna lose my mind

So many people, why did I meet you

I can't believe the shit, you put me through

The hurt and the pain, the lies you portray

My life is getting worse with everyday

So just let me free, from all the agony

I beg and I plead, condemned to misery

Where can I find, what is left of my mind

Now is the time to leave your hatred behind

Crushed and Gone

My whole life I didn't care about tomorrow
20 years down and I've lost my way
All my memories consumed by sorrow
I fear that life has gone astray

It's hard to think about a future
If you're worried about making it through a day
Nobody really cares until it's over
And with time that will all just fade away

So many mistakes I keep on living
All of my dreams are crushed and gone
I find it hard to keep up the image
Everyday it gets harder just to carry on

So much potential, just follow your heart
Thrown into a world to be torn apart
No one can live on their hopes and their dreams
Reality has a way of stripping them clean

Do What I Can

Walking down the street one day
Thinking about shit &  I must say
I want to be better, live life for me
What the fuck am I suppose to be?

Yesterday's gone, that I can't change
I don't fucking care, I'm not the same
I live life for me & the things I love
Time to be myself and rise above

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Darkness from light, day turns to night
Do what I can to live my life right
Mental, Insane, fucked in the brain
Do what I can to escape all the pain

Living this life, I search for a way
Keep it together & struggling each day
Try to stand tall, escape my past life
I refuse to give in without a fight

Tomorrow, what does the future hold?
Destiny & fate, I watch it all unfold
It's gonna be hard but I must survive
Fuck all this shit, fucking with my life!!!