All My Lies

You took me back an I tried to kick
But it all just turned to lies
Months went by, I even got stabbed
But  you stood right by my side


Everyday I wanted to quit
It turned into a life of lies
I lost control, I couldn't kick
Even though I tried and tried


Then you found out and it got worse
We both started living the lie
Sharing a life that destroyed us both
Our relationship couldn't survive


I made a choice before time ran out
I left so you could have a life
I straighten out and changed my ways
Everyday became a fight


I understand that it's hard for you
To trust me in any way
I need a place in your heart
My love is here to stay