How I went from expecting to die and sleeping my life away, to changing everything
Showing posts with label Getting clean. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Getting clean. Show all posts
Sunday, November 11, 2012
One Last Fall
All the pain and the shame that the drugs represent
Falling and Crawling into a fucked up life of descent
Cracked up, Smacked up, you have no will to fight
Don't care, if it's fair, this shit takes over your life
Get clean for the dream, then it all just falls apart
Fucking junkie so unlucky, right back to the start
Rip a hole in your soul, for a life that can't exist
One more hit, shoot more shit, no way to resist
Sobriety keeps calling, but you keep falling
Into the pain, to the needle your chained
It only takes time,till the drugs make you blind
It's a habit again, say goodbye to your friends
Nobody cares, a junkies life is despair
Don't be mislead cause your already dead
One last fall, you fucking junkie
Why can't you see
One last fall, you fucking junkie
What has happened to me?
One last fall, you fucking junkie
You new all the risks
One last fall, you fucking junkie
You won't even be missed
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Junky
Boarded up buildings plague these streets
Old crackhouses have been put to sleep
Girls on the corner pulling their tricks
Junkies come and go looking for a fix
One block gets busted they move to the next
Pushing their shit thinking they have the best
Police on your ass and as your copping more shit
You'd rarther be dead then in jail fucking sick
The lucky ones die, cause the hell never ends
You lose all you have, you lose all your friends
Even if your clean, people can seem to forgive
Sobriety makes eveyday much harder to live
Chorus: Junkies all once had normal lives
Addicted, too many reasons why
No more pain,just shame and misery
No hope, no life, friends or family
You've got to push on no matter how bad
Anything is better than the life you had
Clean for a while and the pain's here to stay
The hell never ends and the regrets don't fade
Boredem sets in with only one cure in sight
Building back trust is an everyday fight
Temptations of life get harder to face
You finally give in to that warm embrace
Old crackhouses have been put to sleep
Girls on the corner pulling their tricks
Junkies come and go looking for a fix
One block gets busted they move to the next
Pushing their shit thinking they have the best
Police on your ass and as your copping more shit
You'd rarther be dead then in jail fucking sick
The lucky ones die, cause the hell never ends
You lose all you have, you lose all your friends
Even if your clean, people can seem to forgive
Sobriety makes eveyday much harder to live
Chorus: Junkies all once had normal lives
Addicted, too many reasons why
No more pain,just shame and misery
No hope, no life, friends or family
You've got to push on no matter how bad
Anything is better than the life you had
Clean for a while and the pain's here to stay
The hell never ends and the regrets don't fade
Boredem sets in with only one cure in sight
Building back trust is an everyday fight
Temptations of life get harder to face
You finally give in to that warm embrace
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Vienna, VA, USA
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