Showing posts with label Daily abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Daily abuse. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Junky

Boarded up buildings plague these streets
Old crackhouses have been put to sleep
Girls on the corner pulling their tricks
Junkies come and go looking for a fix


One block gets busted they move to the next
Pushing their shit thinking they have the best
Police on your ass and as your copping more shit
You'd rarther be dead then in jail fucking sick


The lucky ones die, cause the hell never ends
You lose all you have, you lose all your friends
Even if your clean, people can seem to forgive
Sobriety makes eveyday much harder to live


Chorus: Junkies all once had normal lives
               Addicted, too many reasons why
               No more pain,just shame and misery
               No hope, no life, friends or family


You've got to push on no matter how bad
Anything is better than the life you had
Clean for a while and the pain's here to stay
The hell never ends and the regrets don't fade


Boredem sets in with only one cure in sight
Building back trust is an everyday fight
Temptations of life get harder to face
You finally give in to that warm embrace

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Without Pain

Have I lost it,is it gone
Where the hell did I go wrong?
How could I let it get me again?
Not quit dead, but facing the end

It's been a long time
I'm always losing my mind
Craving addiction once more
It's time to kick this shit

Pick myself up off the floor
Getting nothing done and I feel no pain
It happens so slow didn't notice the change
Trying so hard, it's been so long
Got to get back to where I belong

I can't create without the pain
Everyday goes by exactly the same
Nothing is different when you just need a fix
Just making your money so you don't get sick

Paradise in Hell

Just got off an 8 month binge
3 to 5 days of being sick again
Once again I have lost my mind
I've gone nowhere, just wasting more time

Paradise in hell has trapped my fate
Once your caught there is no escape
How can hell feel so great?
Your only immune if you can't relate

One things addict always forget
Is the pain they indured before
Right when you think you've kicked
Your right back down for more

Time flies by when your getting high
Nothing gets accomplished and you wonder why
I Started to need $150 a day
Doing anything to avoid the pain